See I can't always tell if I feel this way about other people and I am the one yelling it at them or if he is yelling it at me.
today was one of those he is yelling at me days.
I consider myself to be an above average self aware individual - as opposed to below/ average creatively. I ask myself hard questions, I know what I am good and bad at, I scan myself for faults and before taking someone's criticism to heart I examine if it is something which I should take seriously.
However I am a female and I think this causes me to be more prone to emotions hampering my better/best judgement in the logic/reason department (despite getting in A in Logic in college). I just can't always separate the two, even when I am trying really supremely hard to be objective.
It is difficult to know what is true and what is not. Who to listen to and ascribe with weight their words.
I don't want to be one of those people that takes things too personally. I feel sometimes that affirmation is that turkish delight Edmond could not get enough of from the white queen - filling for a moment yet dangerously addicting..
I need to go eat some chocolate and chill out.
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